I have been trying to find my siblings on my father's side. Although I have never met my father, which is a very hard thing for me, I know he had other children. My understanding is that my father passed away about a year or so, before I had a chance to see what he looked liked. I wonder if I look like him. I know under the circumstances in his life he could not or choose not to acknowledge me as his son. It saddens me to say this, but it is true. I just had a son, and I am about to be a father again. I am going to be the best father (Dad) I can be to my children. I still want to know my siblings. I pray that want to know me too, but I realize that this may not happen. Right now, I need some closure in my life.
