Melvin William "Tiger" Murrey - you been

I sit here I imagine from time to time thinking about the day u said I will be coming in a few day to come pick me up I packed 2 days early wishin them few days would fly by I looked up to u so much an wanted to be like u I don't: understand why this all happens for a reason but it does an I keep u in my heart until I die I love my naphew an niece I glade Cody did something with his life I hope christen does the same I know they have something against me but I don't know why but I wish they would talk to me everyone is fallen apart an it sucks I hate this all I ant doing so well going down bad I lost almost everythang an OK going down the wrong path an all I can do is try to make hangs better an hope I get the help for my problem I can say I am what I made my self in to an its like a puzzle Tryin to put all the peaces back together I hope u can under stand in some way an talk to me an maybe I'll get back right love u tiger